First Post

UHG! So I used to have a blog and I just went on it when ever for random things but I'm going to try to keep this one up. I was supposed to go to my friends birthday lunch today but no, with my luck I wouldn't make it. I woke up sick but that wasn't going to stop me. I showed and made myself look the best I could with quite some success. About 15 minutes before I left, my insulin pump beeped letting me know I was low on insulin and battery. I went to rewind my pump so that I could put some more insulin into it and I got a message saying it was turning it's self off do to lack of power. Fine. Whatever. I'll just change the battery first. Well some genius out there designed the battery cap so that you twist it open with a coin. It's also plastic. So I'm trying to open this damn battery cap and all the plastic is breaking and there is no hope I'm getting it open. I call my mother and she comes home to try and help me. We come to the conclusion that it's not possible. At this point it's 12:56 and I'm supposed to be meeting my friends at lunch for 1pm. I called my friends to let them know I wouldn't be there because my replacement pump wouldn't be coming until 3:30. At this point I'm crying my eyes out and I don't really know why other than that I hate having diabetes and these kinds of things just make it worse. My mom asks me what she can do and starts babying me and all I want to do is to scream "LEAVE ME ALONE!". I love her and I'm glad she's trying to help but right now I just need space to figure out what the hell is going on. I'm now alone in my computer room, typing out my first post that will drive everyone away from my Blog and just realizing that my loofah I used in my shower this morning made my skin really soft...