So opening a chain email today, I scanned through the usual crap. It was giving me like "rules" Ishould follow in my life. Yea right, like I'm going to listen to an email. But something stood out to me. A little ways down the list it said "A grudge is the heaviest thing I can carry." Well my "best friend" from last year and I have been in this gigantic fight since about November 2008. All day this quote kind of got stuck in my head, and just now it came to me so I'm going to tell you what probably took me way too long to realize. If I through away my grudge, there's no more fighting between us. Well just because there is no quarrel doesn't mean things have to go back to the way they were. So not only can we stop fighting but I can actually like... Forgive her... What a concept!! So I just updated my facebook and my twitter. Here's what they say :: A grudge is the heaviest thing I can carry. So I forgive you... for everything. But I still don't want to be friends. You're not good for me. Sorry.
It actually kinda feels good to get this all off of me! It's like everything was weighing me down forever. Maybe I'll actually call her up tomorrow... Okay well I probably won't. At most I might send her a message on facebook :P Hey, what can I say? I'm a coward. Anyway, I've probably just really embaressed myself. Sorry for being so dense, but thanks for listening.
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